I enjoy my loneliness
Most times it brings me happiness
Covers up all the emptiness
I meditate and erase bad memories
But sometimes it creeps up
That feeling that I hate
And immediately there is a mental debate
Trying to open evil gates
Trying to change my fate
Just when I was doing alright
It silently waits for the night
To try to attack
To remind me of my slack
I start fighting for bliss
I have learned how to dismiss it
It fights my positive energy
because it cannot coexist
I will admit sometimes I resist
But it is strong, and it persists
It is a crucial battle within
It comes close in assisting me to sin
But no matter the cuts and bruises…I always win