To forgive you or not
How do I get rid of these knots
I feel a strong pressure on my chest
And I really am trying my best
But I often feel more cursed than blessed
And If I had to guess…
I’ll say I allowed this mess
Every time they hurt me, I felt pressed
And if I must confess
It often makes me quite depressed
Felt so much to pain, to pain I became obsessed
And no matter how bad I loved you in your presence I felt oppressed
You wanted to fight, I wanted to rest
And there were so many tests
And now you’re try to fix it and I remain unimpressed