My guilty pleasure is gluttony
Nothing makes me feel more free
Than shoveling food into my face
The burden of being a disgrace
Comes from a need to feed
This empty void of hungry greed
I am slender and I am thin
So no one will notice the discipline
And effort I put into this madness
I can’t see my way out of this darkness
Eating rules my life and kills me slowly
Good thing they think I am skinny
So I stay silent and suffer alone
If they mention food I’ll stay monotone
No one will know how I stuff myself full
No one will know how I don’t feel whole
Unless I’m eating monstrous amounts
Of grotesque and fattening foods.