Last night I dreamt of you.
Three nights in a row actually.
Usually it’s only two…
One of you in a flower field,
The other, of you where you don’t recognize me.
And I’m actually not surprised of the latter.
I’m always changing, inside, not outside.
Believe me when I say it’s for the better.
Either way, I was always deprived.
You deprived me of everything.
After you I spent hours, days, weeks and years regaining my sanity.
Some days I still struggle to be calm when it rains.
When I’m attacked by life’s droplets of pain and agony.
Believe me when I say, I’m still better off.
You’ll never see a scared girl where I stand.
This WOMAN sings courage into her life, bold faced…You’ll never see her fall!
