Is this what a kiss supposed to feel like?
Is this the feeling I should have after showing some form of public display of affection?
As that kiss happened, I should have felt the excitement in my body that every regular human being should feel.
However, this isn’t the case.
I didn’t feel the warmth that I should have felt when our lips intertwined with each other.
Maybe the moment didn’t feel too right or was rushed, but there’s something about it that didn’t catch my eye.
I wish I knew what it felt like getting a good, soothing, heartfelt kiss from who’s a genuine human being. Someone with morals and priorities they have straight, and who aspires to follow their own dreams.
Inside, I felt very confused on everything that happened, and I tried to piece up every thought that I had in mind.
Everything afterwards was simply awkward, and I fully didn’t know what was going on until I realized something.
The touch of your lips didn’t soothe me like it’s supposed to, and it might be the fact that you’re not the one for me.
The spark that I thought I had for you went away, and it could be for someone else in mind. I hope you find your true love and same goes with me.
This connection I’m supposed to feel wasn’t even there like it should be.
It didn’t feel pure and raw, with a deeper meaning. Maybe it could be the fact that I might be expecting a lot, when I honestly shouldn’t.
After that kiss, I realized that you weren’t the one in my future.
Author: Denise Kollock
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Author Bio: She is 20 years old university student who’s majoring in English with a concentration in Creative Writing, also minoring in Gender and Sexuality Studies. She loves to write poetry & some fiction when she has the time. She also enjoys dancing & singing, even though that she doesn’t express fully. You can check out her books “Words of Emotion & Experience” & “Words of Words” on Amazon, Ebay, Barnes & Noble, etc.
Link to social media or website: Twitter @DeniseKollock
