When I tell you I don’t care
Please believe me,
I don’t
And if you thought you could break me down
And I’d still be here, I won’t
You’ve made me feel suffocating, rather than a breath of fresh air
You’ve made me feel as if your life would be better if I weren’t there
You killed my confidence
Made me feel unwanted
Delusional
Like I was in it all alone
Like I was on both ends of the phone line talking to myself
You made me feel like I’ve wasted my time
And to me
Time wasted is lethal
And I never needed you, or anyone for that matter
But you were something I wanted so damn bad
I was so soft.
So caring
So full of life
Once upon a time
Now I’m just a beautiful mess
That’s been broken beyond repair
