My life feels so disheveled
I tried to reach Heaven and instead I got the devil
I’m trying to decipher the lessons
There is no way in hell I’ll settle
I feel the motive in my vessels
The fight is not physical it is mental
Fighting the darkness makes me feel like a rebel
Eternal peace is the medal
The pain isn’t accidental
Can never allow myself to get too sentimental
If I don’t get it correct it will be mentally detrimental
I was caught up but I wrestled my way into a higher level
