Difficult
What is this?
Why is this a feeling that can’t be shaken off
Why am I so drawn to the thought of you
Your laugh
Your smile
Your touch
The hurt in your voice
The crippling pain and anxiety that follows
Those electric blue eyes staring into my soul
The constant need for a connection
Difficult
That’s what this is… Difficult
The way your mind works
The way I can never tell what you’re thinking
The way the dimples in your cheeks arch when you’re nervous
The way you have my mind spirally for hours
Difficult
Will it always be that way?
