I give too many second chances
I pretend that everything will be ok
That the relationship is worth it in the end
I feel the tension between us
The silence we once had
A silence that showed
We understand one another
But now a silence I feared for
A silence that shattered us
I knew something was happening
When people noticed
When people continued to associate you with me
I didn’t want to tell the truth
To tell them I was losing you
Or I left this friendship
We had.
I can’t see you
Because I sting more and more
And I relive it in nightmares about you
I tell me that things can change
But it’s not worth trying anymore
Sure, you would careless
If I came back in your life
And yes, I watch you be friends with my friends
Or I became friends, some people because of you
But done. I am done, hurting.
I’m done trying.
